Dilemma is not a delightful word
I've been making myself sick lately. The skin is peeling off my hands and fingers, my stomach has a gigantic hole in it, and I've been having panic attacks. I can't look at myself in the mirror and smile anymore. I can't do this.
I have decided to write a letter to the private school and tell them that I just can't fulfill the terms of the contract and teach there. My position is still open at my old school, and the principal is delighted to keep me. I went in to talk to the head of the school and she was not at all happy and spent over three hours talking to me. In the end, I went out with a heavy heart and a promise to think about it. Well, I've thought about it and come to the conclusion that it is not what I want. I hope they will accept it and it will end there. I mean really, what can they do to me? do they want to sue me to get me to teach there. Would you want someone teaching YOUR kids who had to be sued to get to come in to work. HAHA. It all sounds pretty ridiculous. I just pray that it will all work out and be over soon.
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